I arrived in the Wisconsin Dells yesterday afternoon and got moved in to our cramped, but cozy, cabin. I can't believe how fast the two weeks went by that I had between school and yesterday, although I spent half of them in a line at the fertilizer plant. I'm not quite ready to face the summer and all the sweltering, humid weather. Today, though, was not one of those days. It is very dreary and rainy outside, which makes me want to crawl back in bed and take a nap. Thankfully we didn't have to work outside today, otherwise it would have been miserable. The trip out here was about a sixish hour drive that got really long and tiring. It helped that we formed a caravan of sorts, especially when someone ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere!
One of the emails that I received yesterday that I didn't have a chance to look at until today, was a devotional about worrying, scripture Philippians 4:4, 6-7, and it talked about chickens and how peacefully they will hang upside-down, alive -- by the feet! -- while being toted anywhere. I have never seen it, but I imagine it's a sight to see. Another thing that it mentioned was that "Paul sandwiches the command to not be anxious with directives to rejoice always and give thanks. It is then, he says, that the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard our hearts and minds. That transcending of our understanding reminds me a little bit of the chicken's trance. Not that we should shut off our mind and emotions, but rather give them over to the worship of our faithful, loving Father." That is one thing that I am going to have to work on this summer: not worrying about things that I don't have control of, which is pretty much my whole life since God should be the director, and I should just be the instrument.
My family tries to have devotions together as a family at breakfast every morning, and the scripture for yesterday was the Matthew passage about worrying. The reminder yesterday morning and then the email today was really what I needed to think about as I go into this summer experience. No matter what I think is going to happen, no matter what my expectations are, no matter what goes wrong or what I feel uncomfortable about, I need to trust God that it is in His plan for my life and that He will see me through it.